I have chose to major in genetics. But, the more I think about it I feel that I need to change my major. I am afraid that I will regret it in the future. I have been doing that ever since I've started college.
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At first, I wanted to major in web designing because I loved to deal with html codes.
But, then my dad was telling me that there isn't really a good job outlook on it.
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So, I changed my mind to major in accounting.
The reason that I chose accounting is that I just want to go to school for a short amount of time and just find a job.
But, again my dad said that majoring anything in the business category isn't good.
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To tell you the truth, when I was a kid I wanted to be a teacher or a veterinarian.
I love kids and I love animals (except snakes).
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But, just recently, I have realized that being a teacher isn't as easy as it seems.
It may seem that being a teacher is easy and laid back but, in reality it is a whole lot of work.
A friend of mines that had received her teaching credentials decided to not put it to use because it was just too much work and stressful.
She just couldn't handle it and it was hard for her to make the quizzes and lessons.
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Sometimes, I feel like being a kid is all I want to do because it was the simple life that I had taken for granted. But, everyone knows that that is totally unrealistic. I feel that I get looked down on.
I already have a hard enough time to deciding what I want to do with my life and all I get from my parents is
all these negative feedback.
I wish my parents and family was more supportive of what I do.
I know that all parents want whats best for their kid but, choosing a career is something that a person will be doing for the rest of their lives not just a one time fling.
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Sometimes I feel lost and just want to stay in a corner and just think things through but, I don't do that at all.
I actually just try to sleep the frustration away.
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I love to read books because it's up to me to what I think about the book.
It's all in my imagination.
How I feel, How I think, How the person looks like, etc...
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Thank you for reading my mixed thoughts.
Until next time.
♥ Piink Poodle
